Archive for August, 2008

22
Aug
08

House Salad

I have to read this really really long case for class, so I’m at a cafe with my laptop and 80 papers stacked on top of each other with a highlighter and a blue pen. Like always, I have to take 10 minute intervals every couple of pages to stay sane. I was stumbling through articles and clicking on links when I started reading this story about how men prefer “real” women as opposed to ones that have had plastic surgery. It was an interesting story but nothing that I haven’t heard before, nearly every man you meet tells you that he prefers a real woman than a perfectly fake one. That’s besides the point, what caught my attention was the last paragraph of this long article.

“This is the part I think women don’t understand. When a guy falls in love, his lover’s body parts become bewitching. I’m not going to tell you that our heads don’t turn when we see a stacked blond walking down the street. But when we fall for you—really, really fall for you—you hijack our sense of beautiful. What’s sexy to us? You—in the “before” picture.”

I just stopped for a while thinking about what he wrote and thinking about love and physical attraction and it just made me stop what I was doing and really evaluate a lot of things. I hope it does the same for you.

I personally don’t want plastic surgery but I don’t mind it, I mean I don’t tell myself that I would never have plastic surgery, yeah maybe when I’m older and if I’m ever not content with the way I look, I don’t see why I shouldn’t have plastic surgery to make me feel good about myself. I wouldn’t do it to please anyone, but I would do it so that when I look in the mirror, I feel like myself. It sounds weird I know but it’s not. There’s this commercial on TV for this plastic surgeon and in the commercial there’s this part where this woman says “I hate looking at the mirror because I don’t even see myself anymore” and it rings some truth to it because I’ve been through a phase in my life where I would look at myself and the way people saw me and I really felt that they couldn’t see the real me, and I did something about it and it changed my life. So I don’t judge people who want to change the way they look, to me it’s just like laser hair removal or doing your eyebrows or applying make up, and yeah those may not be perminant but you are still altering the way you look to please you (or others) so why should you be bothered when someone else does it?

Now, please don’t tell me how it’s 7aram and whatnot, i think that everyone is aware of what we can and can’t do and people can make their own choices in life so let’s leave the religious and spiritual lecture out of it. What do you think about this issue? Would you get plastic surgery? Would you condone it? and why?

20
Aug
08

Passions

This was dedicated to me exactly ten years ago today. I didn’t quite understand it then, but here I am ten years later dedicating it to you.

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من يقرأ أفكاري أسرع

من يحنو إن أَلَمٌ أوجع

يا أحلى ما لمسته يدي

ولعيني ما تُبصِرأمتَع

من يُدني مني آمالي

من يجعل أحلامي أشجع

يا أكثر إنسانٍ أهواه

وقلبي – أعجَبُ – لا يقنَع

من جَمَدَ من حولي الأشياء

من ذَوَبَ أشيائي أجمَع

يا أبعَدَ ما أُدركُ حولي

لا أبصرُ بعدُ ولا أسمع

من يُدركُ شوقي إذ ينأى

من يدري إذ يأتي أروَع

يا من أهواهُ وبي شَغَفٌ

أنفاسي بالشكوى تصدع

من أمشي دربي أتبَعُهُ

من أقبَلُ نفسي أن تخضغ

يا من سَلَّمتُ مقاليدي

قد قَرَّرَ قلبي أن يركَع

14
Aug
08

She’s a She’s a

I was very amused by this playlist tag that has been circulating around the kuwaiti blogosphere and especially since a lot of the songs would actually compliment the questions. Anyway, I decided to give it a try and believe you me, there is nothing I would have changed. This came out as hilarious as it is retarded. Enjoy.

So basically I had to put my ipod on shuffle and answer these questions in order based on the next song and so on so forth. Trust me you can’t make this shit up.

1) If someone says “Is this okay?” you say?

Benny Benassi – Satisfaction

2) What would best describe your personality?

Beyonce – Flaws and All

3) What do you like in a guy/girl?

Sean Kingston – There’s Nothin’

4) How do you feel today?

Christina Aguilera – Lady Marmalade

5) What is your life’s purpose?

Nickleback – If Everyone Cared

6) What do your friends think of you?

Akon – Mr. Lonely

7) What do you think of your parents?

Gwen Stefani – The Sweet Escape

8) What do you think about very often?

Sir Mixalot – I Like Big Butts

9) What do you think of your best friend?

Outlandish – Calling you

10) What do you think of the person you like?

Nelly ft. Jagged Edge – Where the party at

11) What is your life story?

ABBA – Money, Money, Money

12) What do you think when you see the person you like?

Frank Sinatra – Chicago

13) What do your parents think of you?

Timbaland – Apologize

14) What will you dance to at your wedding?

Cher – Believe

15) What will they play at your funeral?

Yael Naim – New Soul

16) What is your hobby/interest?

Travis – Love will come through

17) What is your biggest secret?

Frank Sinatra – Just one of those things

18) What do you think of your friends?

Marvin Gaye – Aint no Mountain High Enough

19) What should you post this as?

Mr. Vegas – Tamale

20) What do you think of yourself?

Michael Buble – Me and Mrs. Jones

I can’t seem to comment right next to the questions so I’ll do that here. Number 6 is kind of depressing, I would really appreciate it if that was not in fact what my friends thought of me! Number 7 makes way too much sense to be a coincidence. I am going to ignore number 8 because it is ironic on so many levels. Since the song for number 9 refers to God, I will only say no. As for number 10, I am very very sure that he will not be pleased :-p Number 11 is retardedly funny and 15 is just freaky!

03
Aug
08

Lemons

I have one more week of classes (3 days to be precise) and then I have a 2 week break! Finally! I took two summer semesters and I need a looooooong relaxing vacation. What’s worse is that I registered for 18 credits this upcoming semester and so I know that I’m going to get my ass handed to me but I’m willing to hibernate from everything social and technological in order to get to my goal GPA. The reason I want THAT is to be able to get in the grad school that I have my heart set upon.

So as you see, my vacation needs to be me sitting on a beach chair for 14 days with someone turning me over every couple of hours to even me out. The plan right now is to go to LA, I’m not a big fan but I’m going to visit someone and I know we’re going to have a blast but it’s not relaxing!

In other more sophisticated news, a friend and I are both reading The Brothers Karamazov and I really like it so far, I chose the book but the only reason I chose it with him is because I think he’ll really like it and so we’re both supposed to be done in a month or so and then we can spend many many hours debating on whether god really does exist. Since one of us doesn’t believe so :-p no mention of which is which.

Finally, I am embarking on a 2 week journey (starting yesterday) it constitutes me doing something and depriving myself from doing something else. If I get the results I want in 14 days then I will divulge to you what exactly I went through and how it has helped me.

and that’s how the cookie crumbles, folks. :-)




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